She



 

 SHE
She fell in love.
All she sees are beautiful possibilities and optimism.
Everything is in place, a match-made in heaven that gives her goosebumps and firework-feel of excitement.
Her eyes displayed that spark of joy and fulfillness - she was complete.
She walks light in the air and goes with the flow.
She's in a dreamland or paradise where sunrise and sunset bears beauty alike, she thought.

She woke up hurting.
Her eyes swollen from tears and her heart numb with pain.
Why?
Because, she thought she was enough.
Because, she thought she could make his world go round.
Because, she thought she's all that matters to him.
Because, she thought he would not leave her for another woman.
Becasue, she thought he loves her.
She was wrong.

She smelled fear.
She is losing her "love" and slipping that grip on herself.
She breathe deep and gave a heavy sigh.
Her thoughts are clouded with self-doubt.
Is it her fault?
Is something wrong with her?
Why can't she be enough for him?
All kinds of questions poured but left unanswered, she's too tired.
She stared on empty space and she knows she needed it.
She thought, she failed.

She fought hard, day by day.
Amidst pain, she kept the pace and trudge on.
One by one she untangled the bewilderment.
The hurt of losing a game, she thought and claiming with conviction that she was already a winner but realized the ending to be open.
She forgives and let go - making her an emblem of strength, wisdom and selflessness.

She stood unwavering, learning the lessons well.
She believed that it was not her fault- it was his choice.
There was nothing wrong with her - he was just weak, he easily falls prey,
She was enough, he just couldn't see it.
She was full of love, he doesn't deserve her.
And, she claimed herself back headstrong.
She doesn't fear anymore.
She is bolder now.
She may have wandered herself from love, betrayal and pain.
Yet, she found HER again, so she thought.

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